I have been learning more about myself.
Last night I realized what a defensive and exclusive air I can give off.
I saw a taste of that attitude, and I took out my bad mood wrongly on a friend.
He has forgiven me and I have forgiven myself, I'm just understanding why this happened.
And I think it's cuz sometimes I just want to be alone and can't be so I get feisty at the people I can't avoid.
That's not fair. Especially when this person took me in.
SO,
I resolve to be mindful of my defensive spirit to be more open, soft, and kind even when I don't want to be.
In love and learning,
Jess!
No comments:
Post a Comment