Thinking negatively pretty much all day, dwelling on disappointment, dissatisfaction with friendships, literally just googled "How to deal with disappointment" and I get a call from a friend I have a beautiful connection with that I hung out with last too many months ago. Sometimes I don't understand how people care so much about each other and don't keep in touch, but it's something I'll just have to accept.

A call from this friend uplifted me, reminding me people do care, I care, and that reality is truly shaped by our internal world. This friend reminded me what it means to have an internal world that is colored and flowered and beautiful - he radiates that and he pushes me to be that way.

Thank you, dear friend, for pushing me forward and getting me a bit more out of this disappointment spell. I hope to figure out more what my emotions are telling me...

Lots of love,
Grateful for my friends,
Jess

Life really is what you make it. Every day we must choose to be strong. To overcome. To be positive. To truly live the life that we have. To love. Thanks for all the people who are part of my life. I am sorry for all the times I've gone crazy on you, I am learning and applying. I care for you, my friends, and am excited for all the places we will take our lives =) Good day to you!