Recognize the source of some pain.

I have found my places in life.

How truly grateful I am that I have these places.

But I can't trick the gratefulness to overtake my deep deep deep desire to be in those places.

And I can't trick my desire to pretend I wouldn't rather be in those places.

Those places are in New York City,
and with Tyler.


This is really weird... this whole post was written with deja vu. Have I written this same thing before?

-Jess