Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Monday, December 12, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
inspired by Macklemore
I was put here to do something
Before I line that casket
"The world is a stage and we play a character"
I found her.
It took me 20 years
And a bunch of mistakes
Take all the things you want
I've found fulfillment
Tears, joy, life
I feel so alive.
I am so happy.
I am fulfilled.
I know the things that make me happy.
And sometimes, the joy of knowing that and the joy of them,
brings me tears.
Thankful to the Creator.
JB
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Monday, December 5, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Friendship Quotes
“Those who do not understand your silence will probably not understand your words.”
-Elbert Hubbard
Dalai Lama Quote
both now and forever
A protector for those without protection
A guide for those who have lost their way
A ship for those with oceans to cross
A bridge for those with rivers to cross
A sanctuary for those in danger
A lamp for those without light
A place of refuge for those who lack shelter
And a servant to all in need.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Societal pressures
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Friday, November 18, 2011
Hare Krishna
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Today
I got some coffee and a vegan chocolate chip cookie, treating myself :), and am sitting inside now. I have class at 11 and it's 10:30 now so I ought to be heading out. Just want to share that life is going well. I saw The Dybbuk yesterday, a Yiddish play, and it was spiritually and mystically profound. I needed it. It's a push back on the right path, and yes, I believe in paths.
Lovingly, energetically, happily,
the girl named Jessica Baltmanas
Monday, November 14, 2011
I'm Ready
I am ready to be happy again.
I am ready to prioritize myself;
my health.
My happiness.
My wants.
My desires.
My needs.
The things that make me happy.
I am ready for fulfilling life adventures.
I am ready for investing and being invested in.
I am ready to be valued.
I am ready to realize my value.
I am ready to be surrounded by the company of truly positive people.
That's it.
I've had enough.
And I can't take it no more.
I am ready to value myself.
Love myself.
Live free.
Be happy.
And show love to all that comes in my path.
It's a new and bright day!
Let's all shine!
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
turn in life
Just at that point in life, where i'm trying to return again to me.. who I want to be.
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Silence
I've been too busy and troubled to write, but I hope to meet again soon.
I'm sorry for neglecting you, because it also means I've been neglecting myself.
JB
Saturday, October 22, 2011
this country
It's as simple as an equation in America. Quality of life= income level, with room for exceptions?
Friday, October 21, 2011
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Today
Gosh..
mind processing... uploading..
What a time of history.
Tunisia, Egypt, Libya, the Arab Spring, Gilad Shalit released, OCCUPY WALL STREET, the world is changing.
The world is turning.
Let's try to hold on while we move on and on.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Life is so amazing
I am usually one to write down these occurrences, but on a daily basis it gets overwhelming.
I am thankful for this life that I lead.
And that I have so much love in it that I am not really leading alone at all.
B"H on this day and always.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Sweet somethings
"I'd protect you with everything inside of me if I had to."
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Saturday, October 1, 2011
10.1.11
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Quote- nutrition
~ Chinese Proverb.
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Beverly Hills
Of the 21,426 registered voters in Beverly Hills, approximately 50.3% are Democrats and 25.9% are Republicans. The remaining 23.8% are Independents or are registered with one of the many smaller political parties, like the Green Party or the Libertarian Party.
-link
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
confession
-me
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
Grateful for today
Monday, July 18, 2011
when the heart dies
life.death.
what is this thing
pain and healing
light and darkness
it makes me want to stay inside
avoid the craziness of the world
which is really the craziness of people
we made these problems for ourselves
and nobody else
so we should take the first step and accept responsibility
then ask and live..
G-d light my lamp.
G-d light my darkness.
Teh 18. 29
Friday, July 15, 2011
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Monday, July 4, 2011
This life...
peace.
Friday, July 1, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Wow. This is life.
Confronting imperfections.
Wrongs.
Past mistakes.
That never seem to go away.
I am walking on a better path.
It is a path of resistance.
Difficult, laborious, requiring all of me, and the nearness or end is not clear.
It surfaces itself again.
I can see it.
Remember it.
And am reminded of it.
I push on.
Towards the light.
Illuminating the darkness in my heart.
Leaving behind the past, disconnecting from the things I have done, and letting it push me forward.
I must be honest with myself.
I have done wrong.
I have the courage to confront my flaws.
And the courage to change them.
There is always the risk of being judged for what I have done.
I have done wrong.
I must struggle on to live out who I am in its purity.
Until there is less struggle.
With reclaimed values, I live on.
I live on.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Healing
1. Hip-hop music
2. Conversations with mom
3. Confessing and repenting
4. Holding onto those precious to me, expressing my love for them
5. Taking life slowly, absorbing, and responding as necessary
6. Reflecting***
My confession
I shall enter a new phase of growth, maturity, responsibility, and womanhood unlike any before. I shall cling to and maintain my values. I shall learn better in what I let into my life. I shall learn better in what I give. I shall learn better in what I let out of my life. I shall learn to live in a healthier, balanced, and more fulfilling way. I shall learn greater how to love.
Thank you for those who have been with me these past six months, and rather, these past two years. I have experienced and grown a lot. Thank you for your support, for learning with me, for teaching me, and for being with me. You have all affected my life. I hope to only do the same in a positive way for you.
I am sorry to those who have I have disappointed, hurt, and mistreated. I hope you can heal quickly and use what I have done wrong to push you forward in life. I hope we can be friends if you see that as beneficial for both of us.
I am using my past to push me forward in life. I am ready for a new season. With a spirit of reconciliation, gained experiences and lessons learned, and renewed commitment, I am moving forward.
Thank you for caring.
conversations with Mom...
I am sorry to everyone I have hurt recently. I hope I can love you right.
Here's to a new growth.
-Jessica Baltmanas
Sunday, May 29, 2011
College.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Monday, May 23, 2011
Planning events
So happy
Sunday, May 15, 2011
I
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
right now in life...
understanding.
empathy.
compassion.
action.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
food movement
Don't let them confuse you. Organic farming is not an industry. It is a movement. It is part of a movement that began when the first indigenous peoples fought against the Conquistadors. It is fighting back against the modern Conquistadors, the multinational corporations, those who would patent and genetically modify life and destroy diversity.
Well, being stubborn, slogan-loving Americans, we could try to come up with names anyway: Foodie, locavore, vegan, localism, smallism, anti-GMOism, anti-Conquistadorism, anti-Twinkie-ism, raw milkism, school lunchism, ethical treatment of animalism, family farmism, urban farmism, farmers market vs. Walmartism, heirloom variety-ism, real foodism, slow foodism, indigenous culturism, nurture capitalism, biocharism, terroirism.
Or we can zoom out, and zoom down, and look for the broader and deeper process of which all this food related activism is a part. Here are some of the persectives of people who have been working for decades to transform the food system (or create new ones):
Think: Eliot Coleman's advice, "Feed the soil, not the plant."
Think: Gary Snyder's observation: "Food is the field in which we daily explore our harming of the world."
Think: Joan Gussow's aphorism, "I prefer butter to margarine, because I trust cows more than I trust chemists."
Think: Odessa Piper's insight, "Local is the distance the heart can travel."
This enterprise that we are a part of, with its new organic farmers and the host of small food enterprises that are emerging to bring their produce to market, is about an economy that does less harm. It's about rebuilding trust and reconnecting to one another and the places where we live. It's about healing the social and ecological relationships that have been broken by hundreds of years of linear, extractive pursuit of economic growth, industrialization, globalization, and consumerism. It's about pulling some of our money out of ever-accelerating financial markets and its myriad abstractions -- called, with more than a little irony, securities -- and putting it to work near where we live, in things that we understand, starting with food -- creating a more immediate and tangible kind of security.
This attention to and, even, celebration of the small, the slow and the local can seem, at times, rather precious against the scale of global economic, political, and environmental challenges. But it was agriculture that gave birth to the modern economy, and, as Paul Ehrlich recognizes, it must be agriculture that we fix if there is to be a postmodern economy:
The agricultural revolution led to a period of cultural evolution unprecedented in its rapidity and scale ... It is a story that starts with the obtaining of food but returns us to two aspects of human behavior that, although present in hunter-gatherers, became even more important in sedentary groups-religion and violence.
Can we imagine a pro-soil, pro-earthworm, pro-small farmer, anti-fiduciary-razzmatazz, pro non-capitalist-pig movement that becomes as robust in this second decade of the 21st century as the anti-war movement was in the 1960s?
Peace Now. Fertility Now. Food Here Now. Slow Money.
From: Will the real food movement please stand up?
http://www.grist.org/sustainable-food/2011-05-02-will-the-real-food-movement-please-stand-up
Monday, May 2, 2011
wabbit and fruit trees
Sunday, May 1, 2011
WE ARE LIVING AT AN INSANE TIME IN HISTORY
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
PEACE
Advocating for justice,
respect,
love,
and unity?
Why am I considered such an idealist,
optimist,
disregarded,
cast off as a dreamer,
advocate for unreachable goals?
but I say NO!
Peace is the direction all life leans toward
It is the most natural thing I know,
and breathe.
This is my reality,
my brain,
my blood,
my breath,
and I will breathe in and out,
for it makes me who I am.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
songs that remind me of New York
Chasing Pavements- Adele
Empire State of Mind- Jay-Z and Alicia Keys
Thursday, April 7, 2011
A rant!
Point of View Interview
Friday, March 25, 2011
Cool organization Take Two
Cool organizations
The Amir Project
Building an environmentally conscious and socially just future
Our Mission One of Amir’s educational goals is to teach children that environmental sustainability is in itself a social justice issue; if they overuse resources, they are directly affecting others
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011
Refuge
Thursday, March 17, 2011
This is against the eduction system
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Break Free written by David Abramson
No I can't sleep tonight because the fire's burning deep inside
All there is is the beautiful light and the spirit as my guide
I feel alive as I can be, I heard the whisper from the trees...it said:
Break free from the cycle of violence
Anger and hate ideology
Lift the veil from ignorance
And rule equality!
Oversimplified labels divide us more
We must deconstruct to settle the score
Israelis, Palestinians, the left and the right
At the core we are the same, let's stop the fight!
So much history of genocide
Holocaust, and murder in the night
Bombs on man, his kids and wife
How much longer must we continue the strife?
Unite for truth and justice
Equality and rights
Because we all just want to live
And feel love at the end of the night!
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
one thing to get back to..
Friday, March 11, 2011
macklemore
tsunami
Wonderful time of dancing and connection
Monday, March 7, 2011
So grateful
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Quotes
Monday, February 28, 2011
J Street: Giving VOICE to our Values
Monday, February 21, 2011
Does our life benefit
New York... is my home
Interesting Time in Life
I miss New York
Friday, February 18, 2011
Songs I love
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
love this-- poetry
Just
Enough
Words to
Inspire
Soulful searching or sometimes
Heresy
Poignant
Odes can
Entertain or produce
Tears
Really!
You never know
Joy Heitzmann
Friday, February 11, 2011
This Day in History: Mubarak Steps Down
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Pray For The Peace of Jerusalem
Pray For The Peace of Jerusalem
The Book of PsalmsPsalm 67
2. That thy way may be known upon earth,
thy saving health among all nations.
3. Let the people praise thee, O G-d;
let all the people praise thee.
4. O let the nations be glad and sing for joy:
for thou shalt judge the people righteously,
and govern the nations upon earth. Selah.
5. Let the people praise thee,
O G-d; let all the people praise thee.
6. Then shall the earth yield her increase;
and G-d, even our own G-d,
shall bless us.
7. G-d shall bless us;
and all the ends of the earth shall fear him.
Dedication- mezuzah
11:13-21
A Psalm of David, when he was in the wilderness of Judah.
O G-d, Thou art my G-d, earnestly will I seek Thee; my soul thirsteth for Thee, my flesh longeth for Thee, in a dry and weary land, where no water is.
So have I looked for Thee in the sanctuary, to see Thy power and Thy glory.
For Thy lovingkindness is better than life; my lips shall praise Thee.
So will I bless Thee as long as I live; in Thy name will I lift up my hands.
My soul is satisfied as with marrow and fatness; and my mouth doth praise Thee with joyful lips;
When I remember Thee upon my couch, and meditate on Thee in the night-watches.
For Thou hast been my help, and in the shadow of Thy wings do I rejoice.
My soul cleaveth unto Thee; Thy right hand holdeth me fast.
But those that seek my soul, to destroy it, shall go into the nethermost parts of the earth.
They shall be hurled to the power of the sword; they shall be a portion for foxes.
But the king shall rejoice in G-d; every one that sweareth by Him shall glory; for the mouth of them that speak lies shall be stopped.